So I had this dream last night. It took place over what seemed like a long time. I was in a lot of different settings, and I lived in this awesome old wooden house. I think for part of the dream I was at a party, or a club or something. I was there with a bunch of friends, no one in particular. I think I was drinking or fucked up somehow. I don't really remember much from that part. Typical.
The strangest part was when I was getting ready to leave my house to go somewhere. I remember thinking that I should turn off the lamps in my room, I had some lava lamps, and stuff like that. I thought, I never turn them off, but this one time will make a difference. So I turned off two lights, and went to the third one, which was a glowing translucent plastic torso and head. I reached for the switch, and the lamp started talking to me. I know, right. But yeah, it started telling me all this crazy stuff, about how it had a soul and it wanted to be human. It started crying.
I remember so clearly asking, "Why would you want that? I lose pieces of myself everyday." That sentence has kind of haunted me all day, like, what can that mean? I have no idea. It was just kind of disturbing.
Today has been a strange day. I went out with Walter on Saturday and had a blast. We danced our asses off, and yeah, drank too. :) It has been a year to the day tomorrow since I came to work in Pittsburgh last year. I stayed with various random people, but mostly with Walter. I was only there for about a month and a half, but I had the most fun I've had in a while. It so sad how things between Walter and I have changed so much. I almost didn't go out with Walt on Saturday. I just don't really feel like I'm part of his life anymore. Which, true or not, I still had fun, so I guess all's well that ends well.
Later.
