Well, Mike, Liza, Leise and I just got back from eating at the Ramada. It was really tasty. I had some excellent spicy shrimp. Before that we had crackers and wine at Mike's boyfriend's house. It was a good night. I thoroughly enjoyed myself. I just had the feeling that something was missing. I was kinda distant throughout the evening.
So Liza is leaving tomorrow. Moving out. She got a job in Boston that she is taking. Liza has been our roommate since January. Not very long. It's kind of sad to me, I never really got the chance to get to know her. Neither of us are home very often, and what I'll remember most is seeing her on the days we both came home from work on our lunch breaks. It just kind of makes me sad, because I really had a good time tonight, and I guess it just sucks that she's leaving.
Anyways, wow, a lot has happened since the last time I wrote on here. Matt and I got back together last Sunday. Through everything that has happened between us, I still felt an intense connection to him, and genuinely believed that things would work out. They didn't, and on Thursday we parted ways once again. It is so strange to me that someone that is so dear to me and who I like sooooo much, I just can't seem to make things work. I still care about him a lot, and want to keep him in my life. I guess we're both just in very different places in our lives. Which isn't necessarily a bad thing.
I dunno, I had a lot on my mind lately, and I need to get some rest for work tomorrow morning. So I'll hopefully write something on here sometime soon. Sorry it's been so long.
Maybe our mistakes are what make our fate. Without them, what would shape our lives? Perhaps if we never veered off course, we wouldn't fall in love, or have babies, or be who we are. After all, seasons change. So do cities. People come into your life and people go. But it's comforting to know the ones you love are always in your heart.
-Carrie Bradshaw
