After work on Friday, which was payday, I went up to the mall and spent far too much money on a haircut, and then even more money on clothes. But I enjoyed it, and talked to Jay while I was at the mall, he wanted to go out. So I get home and Mike is here with a friend, and as soon as I walk in the door I get myself a smoothie, and I ended up getting pretty drunk. Later on, I wasn't feeling up to going out, but Kevin kind of got impatient with me when I didn't answer my phone a couple times. I eventually did and we went to a party at the dorms at Eckerd. It was fun, but oh my, that place is ghetto.
On Saturday, Jiganesh, Kevin, David, Walter and I went to Alibi. It was pretty damn fun. I spent all my money and was all confused when I went up to get a drink at last call and didn't have any left. Haha. But David bought me one so all was well. Jiganesh and Kevin followed me back to my house afterwards, where we drank smoothies and smoked until really late. I woke up on Sunday and tried to replace my rear brakes. I tried unsuccesfully for about two hours to remove the brake drunk, which is fused to the center of the wheel. I gave up and put the tire back on. I talked to my Dad and he gave me some very technical advice- get a big hammer and wail on it. OK, so my neighbors are gonna be real happy when I get around to doing that again.
Oh, good news, my vacation got approved. 10 days of no working. How fantastic is that. May is gonna be a fun month. Mike is getting a 2 bedroom cottage on Indian Rocks Beach for the whole week of his birthday. Since I'm single now, I guess I'll have to have one of my friends stay there with me. I think I mentioned something about it to David and Walter.
Speaking of being single again,
Current Mood:
Sleepy
the last time I talked to Matt was Thursday, the day that I was trying to quit smoking. He kept saying I was pissy, and I kept explaining that I hadn't smoked all day. So he got pissed and told me not to call him. So I didn't. Then I try to be nice and say hello and that I missed him today. I do. So what does he do? He starts accusing me of hooking up with people last week, and calling me a ho. I simply don't get it. In all honesty, he was the last person I was with. In my experience, when I have been accused of such things in the past for no aparent reason, I later found out that the other party was the one having all the fun. So Matt, maybe you're just feeling guilty cuz you're a slut, I don't know... I don't care though, I care about you, and you sleeping with someone else is gonna hurt, but I'm not gonna stop caring. Anyways, we're not together. I don't ask him where he has been, I don't accuse him of random things, cuz honestly, I don't want or need to know where he's been or who he's been with. This kid claims he loves me and then treats me like this.
OK, month 1: we meet, month 2: he's in love, month 3: he hates me... That's not love, that's you telling me you love me so you can hear those 3 words come out of my mouth. That's you loving the reflection of yourself you see in my eyes. That's a lie you told us both.
