So, it was an odd weekend. On Friday, I was supposed to hang out with Joe, he had said he was free earlier in the week and that he wanted to do something. didn't, however know what when or where... I didn't hear from him until later on when he text messaged my phone.

FYI people: When you're scrolling through your phone book to send me a text, just hit call instead. I do not like making plans via SMS.

Anyways, while I was at home, waiting for a call, kinda bored, this guy I've known for a while IM'd me and asked if I wanted to hang out with him and his boyfriend. Basically to have a threesome. I said I wasn't into that, but I'd come hang out. They live in Lakeland though, an hour away. I don't personally have anything against threesomes, just kind of adverse to hooking up like that.

Anyways, I ended up not doing that either. Justin text messaged me and said him and Patrick and rented a limo to drive them around and they were on their way to city side. Would I like to join. I said sure. So I left the house and called Justin, left a VM saying I was on my way. Jay was also going to be there with Dre.

Justin texted me and said that it was kinda lame there and that they were gonna go to Angel's, or someplace I never heard of. I was kind of annoyed, since his invite was one of the main reasons I went out. So, I never did meet up with the boys, their limo took them to the Male Room, Suncoast and then Grand Central. Oh well.

So, City Side was actually quite busy. It cleared out kinda early though. I didn't feel much like drinking, so Shane and I left and went to Walter's. We watched some Smallville and had a beer and smoked.

On Saturday, I slept most of the day. That evening I had to deal with Joe asking me what I wanted to happen with us. This totally perplexed me to the point where I didn't know what to say for long periods of time where I would type a response, delete it, start over again, etc. I don't really know what to expect. At first I was totally interested, but after being cancelled on numerous times, and not really having heard or seen him since the first time we hung out, other than online chat conversations, I really don't know! So.... that was interesting.

Then I started talking to Casey. He started in with the I miss you, I really want to see you tonight. I'd like to start hanging out again, call me, can I call you. What're you doing? Can I come over. It is so hard for me to say no to that boy. He has the strange ability to flirt effortlessly with me, and I just melt.

Honestly, I would like the chance to get to know him better. I just question his motives, I suppose. It seems like he only wants to hang out when it's convenient. I've known him for such a long time and we've gone through spending time with each other, not speaking for a long time, hanging out together and saying things like I missed being with you. But the last time I saw him was a while ago, and I guess I just don't understand.

So yeah, I talked to Mark also over the weekend, he said he probably wouldn't be able to come down for spring break. Tickets had jumped in price, plus he is going to a conference in Washington right before spring break. I never know what to feel about that boy, honestly. It sucks. He is moving here relatively soon, I have no idea what is going to happen.

I told Casey I might go to Valentine's tonight, but then decided to stay in after all. I'm kinda poor right now. Blah...