Well, I'm in PA. My flight was good. I drank the whole way, and then got a ride home from my Dad, who I could not find at the airport when I got my bags... But that's OK, it gave me a chance to go outside and smoke a cigarette and spray myself off with cologne. HAHA. Well, Kyle didn't come up on Friday like he said he was going to. He had tickets to see the Killers on Saturday, and he found out it was gonna be like a three hour drive to my house, so that didn't happen. I went out to eat on Friday with my Mom, which was nice. We talked for a long time. I took a walk down to see Shane and Natalie at work earlier on Friday, while my mom was at work. I was just kinda bored and wanted to get out of the house... It was cold and it started raining on the way back. I wanted to cry. lol Send me back to Florida!!!
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Matt is kinda creeping me out. LOL His away message:
(More)Variety: "A self-indulgent, mindless piece of drivel ... a visual assault of nauseating camera angles, likely to upset even the most desensitized TV viewer ... It makes Jessica and Nick look like Mensa candidates."
The Washington Post: "There's no danger of anyone ever dumbing it down. A dumber downer would potentially be lethal. It would have to be buried in lead for 10,000 years, like nuclear waste ... An execrable mess by absolutely any standard, though of course these days the idea of standards is just all too uncool. It was America's crummiest home video."
Entertainment Weekly: "Career suicide by videocam ... The truth is not only that she's vapid, but that she's self-obsessed to a dangerous degree."
The Hollywood Reporter: "Spears comes across like a party-hearty college girl with her shaky-cam, finger-up-her-nose, close-up-of-her-pores, leering video snippets."
The Boston Globe: "It's just a tedious public exercise in self-importance and striptease."
Television Without Pity: "The show is like an extremely boring car crash: It sucks and really nothing at all happens in the end, but nevertheless you can't look away -- the only true entertainment value being the constant and very real threat that at any minute either of Britney's gigantic bodyguards might kick the [bleep] out of K. Fed, whom they obviously hate."
(More)Oh, so Marvin just called me. Cuteness that he is. Argh, we're having a scheduling conflict for the next couple days. He's busy until Wednesday, I'm leaving on Thursday, so we're gonna try to get together sometime on Wednesday.
(More)Argh, I am so tired today. I haven't written anything on here in a while. I have been busy, and a lot has been going on... Well, I had a strange weekend last week. I came home on Friday and tried to take a nap. I slept until midnight. At some point Matt and I were talking on the phone. He was saying every mean thing he could to make me mad at him. I kinda figured it out and asked him if he was doing it on purpose so I would cut ties with him. He was. We talked for a long time, and then he came over really late and stayed the night. He stayed here for most of Saturday too, but went home in the evening. It was really nice having him here, I miss him.
After Matt left I got ready to go out, a friend wanted to go out to Alibi, so I did. I had an alright time, and then when I went to leave, this guy ran up behind me in the parking lot, introduced himself, and asked if I wanted to hang out. Liking the attention, I said yes, and we went to his apartment. We were up until about 10 the next morning talking and hanging out, listening to music and drinking. It was a good time. Kinda strange, but alright. We didn't fool around, which was different, but in a good way. Matthew seemed like a cool guy at the time. He called me quite a bit over the last week.
On Sunday, I went over to this guy's house in Tampa to hang out, I thought... He was really quiet and we didn't do anything other than watch TV. I drank a beer or two. And so yeah, this kid, who didn't say hardly two words for the whole time I was there, just busted out with, So, do you wanna play around? It was tempting, yes, but I kinda ignored the question in the politest manor I could. At that point, for reasons I don't want to mention online, I think I was still incapable of having sex, and didn't want to put myself in a situation more akward than the one I was already in...
Last week went by really Really SLOW... I was glad when it was over, and wanted to go out on Friday. I ended up being indecisive and driving over to Loft only to decide I didn't really want to go there, so I drove back home. When I got home, Justin called to see what I was up to... One of the reasons I left my house in the first place was that I saw a spider in the kitchen the size of my fist. I'm not kidding, it was the most horrifying experience of my life. So I was talking to Justin outside in the driveway in my car with the windows rolled up and the doors locked.
(More)No republic in the history of the world lasted more than 300 years
The timing could not have been more apt. On the eve of a titanic partisan clash in the Senate, eggheads of the left and right got together yesterday to warn both parties that they are ignoring the country's most pressing problem: that the United States is turning into Argentina.
(More)iMac / Paraskevidekatriaphobia
Call it the digital-lifestyle tax. If you want to be plugged in - to the Web, music, TV, movies, news, and phone networks - you have to pay. And pay. And pay some more. How much will all those subscriptions cost you? Almost as much as a car payment.
(More)Good morning. It's actually the 6th of May, but oh well. So, it has been an interesting week.
On Wednesday, I got a phone call while I was at work that I didn't answer. I tried to check the voicemail, but got a message saying that my voicemail was locked for security reasons due to too many unsuccessful login attempts. So that didn't make me very happy. And Matt swore up and down that he didn't do it last week when that voicemail came up missing. So either he is lying or someone else is concerned about who is calling me. Strange.
Also, another strange thing that I noticed this week- someone is linking to this site from xy.com. I don't know who and I don't know what they are linking to. I just saw that xy.com is listed as a referring URL to this site in my statistics. So yeah, if whoever it is is reading this, let me know, I'm kinda curious. I also have been getting a lot of hits from sites such as livejournal.com and myspace.com.
(More)OK, so I came home and was so tired last night I just went to sleep. I slept all night up until I had to go to work today. LOL Mike came in to tell me something, which I only vaguely remembered today.
Well, I took a personal day on Friday. I woke up to an unpleasant series of events though. I looked at my phone and realized that a voicemail from the night before was no longer there. Then I look at my computer and see a message from Matt asking 'Who is Justin?' 'Are you seeing someone named Justin?' I drew the obvious conclusion and called Matt and bitched him out. Sorry Matt, I hadn't smoked a cigarette, that was the full force of my morning bitchiness...
(More)That's just how I gotta have it
OK, what am I looking for, what is the meaning of life, etc.
I'm gonna lay it down real quick. What I want: to live my life. I don't want anyone in my life telling me who to talk to, when to go out, where to go, what to do, etc. I want to meet people who are in touch with reality, people who have jobs, know what's going on in the world, etc.
I'd like to meet a boy, but you know what, I'm really not too concerned about meeting just one right now. I would love to meet someone who would add to my life, rather than detract from it and limit me (see above). But I haven't yet.
In the words of someone, 'There are so many things that have to happen for two people to meet. Relationships are so complex.' They are, but on some level, I don't want complication, which I suppose, is why I'm not looking for a boy. I'd like something simple, someone who doesn't need to know where I'm at every minute, someone who just enjoys being around me. And that can't be forced.
Most of the people I've met in recent months instantly want to spend way too much time with me, and it's like they are looking for something to make them complete. That's not me. I'm not the perfect piece in your imperfect puzzle, you'll be disappointed.
Another thing that creeps me out, is when people describe being in love with synonyms of insanity... EG: Crazy about you, We're madly in love... ETC. Is love just some sort of focused insanity? Do we become so involved with a person that we become blind to their failings, and thus, who they really are? Are we just seeing what we want to see? I suppose love is a lie we tell ourselves. Hmm... That's kinda tragic...
Anyways, I've gotta make some phone calls.
Peace.
(More)I am so ill today. I'm on my lunch break now. I just wanted to post some stuff on here. I had a good weekend, I'll write more about that later. In the meantime, here are some pictures of me:
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